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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

My life begin to mess up =.=

Family? Study? Social? Love?

Urgh..evrything begin to messed up since time is slowly reducing and become limited. I hardly co-op with my life now. I need someone to guide and support me..please! Aiya~very tiring nowdays..

Monday, April 12, 2010

Enduring is hard…

Now days, life is getting more and more difficult. There’s no doubt about it. I really having a hard time in my life. Studies, relationship, family..it’s too much for me to handle everything. I wish I could just turn back the time and went back when I was only 5 years old. No worries, no stressed and no doubt. Only curiosity playing in the head. *sigh*
But, how long can I keep enduring this entire thing..? There’s got to be an end to this nightmare. Help me :’(

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Ocean and Water!

I'm going to take a deep rest these weekend! See ya! ^^

Friday, April 9, 2010

Lights Off...

I know this is the first time I post something that doesn't related to my story of the day but, just to let you guys know, this song really reflect my situation or rather my feelings right now.
Don't ask me why, because I'm not gonna speak a word ;P
Listen and experience the lyrics.
It explains everything. Farewell for now :)


Lights Off - Jay Sean

I,m sick and tired of being sick and tired
It,s you that I,m missing
It,s like my brain is wired up
and there,s a glitch in my system
You,re like a drug and now my blood won,t stop itching
I,m in critical condition
someone let me out of this prison
It,s like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I,m on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy

That,s why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won,t take one step
I can,t see what,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can,t see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can,t see at all (no, oh no)
can,t see at all (at all)
cause it,s like somebody just turned all the lights off

I don,t understand how one minute I just had it all
now I can,t reach you cos I,m tied up with this straight jacket on
I can,t breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe)
I can,t see (see, see, see, see, see, see, see)
It,s like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I,m on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy

[ Lights Off lyrics from
http://www.musiclyricsnow.net/j/jay-sean/lights-off/ ]
That,s why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won,t take one step
I can,t see what,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can,t see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can,t see at all (no, oh no)
can,t see at all (at all)
cause it,s like somebody just turned all the lights off

Used to see my world in color girl
when you left me it,s like my world turned gray
turn my winter into summer girl
why won,t you help me turn night to day
I can,t eat, I can,t sleep, I can,t think at all
honestly it feels like I ain,t living no more
can,t say no more, can,t see no more

Baby that,s why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won,t take one step
I can,t see what,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can,t see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can,t see at all (no, oh no)
can,t see at all (at all)
cause it,s like somebody just turned all the lights off

Friday, April 2, 2010

Trust?

"There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills."

It's true but thats what happening to me now. I wanted to trust but somehow there's something blocking me and makes me doubtful about it. Should I trust..or should I just keep on being doubtful about it..I clueless. Don't ask me ragarding what because I'm not gonna tell about what. Kinda personal to me >.<

Anyway, I don't like this feeling at all and hopefully it fades quickly..Oh God!
Please..make me undoubtful about it...thank you.